I dunno if my thoughts are ridiculous but i won't shy away from voicing them out.
I was watching globe trekker this morning and there was this woman talking about karma. and as usual it got me thinking. I'm not knowledgeable in this area and i haven thought in-depth abt the whole karma concept so pardon me if my thoughts seem rather childish/ill-developed or if they dun make any sense. lol.
let's come to the pt. many a times, when someone wrongs me or sth bad befalls me, i'm quick to say "why did it have to happen to me! what goes arnd comes arnd! whoever did this to me will surely suffer!' and with frens who have any probs, i'm quick to console them with the same dialogue. "dun worry, wat goes arnd comes arnd. he/she will surely pay the price."
but along the way, i started to realise that i'm not this perfect human being and i definitely have erred in many areas. tt's when i started to think more abt the whole 'what goes arnd comes arnd' thing. i mean if wad goes arnd comes arnd, wad comes arnd must have gone arnd, no? why do we act like we're truly 'victimised' when sth bad befalls us? shouldn't we be taking a step back to ponder if we have done sth wrong to some1, and if as a result we're paying the price? i'm not saying all of us are fundamentally evil or all of us are wrongdoers. maybe in some cases, god's jus testing us. but still.. given tt no one is perfect and everyone has probably erred in certain areas in life,(of caz some more than others), it doesn make sense to quickly qtn wad u've done to get such a treatment or for such a mishap to befall u whenever sth goes wrong.
as for me, i 'm not gonna ask myself "what did i do to deserve this??!!" caz i think i know the answer. also makes me feel less miserable when problems strike. well, better than wallowing in self-pity anyday.
