Mummmyyy.

Wow, i've yet to do anything productive today.. wad a boring day it's been!


it's not that i've no work to do. there's LOTS to be done. i dunno wad i'm waiting for.. grrrr.

Anyway, i wanted to blog abt my mom. No i'm not gonna be complaining. haha. the day before muzzy's bday, i msged my mom. this is how our sms convo progressed..(oh yes, i needa add. my mom has no clue tt me and muzzy have been going out!)

Me: tmr muzzy's bday. I wanna go out with him.

Mom: So wad if it is his bday. Is it a must that u must go out with him.

Me: of caz it's a must!

Mom sorry i dun gif permission. Ask ur dad.

Me: No i will go! how come naf can go..

Mom: nowadays u talk alot. but sorry cannot go.

(i din bother replying and after a while she msged baq..)

Mom: Ok  joking. Go lah.But one condition. Make sure u dun hold hands ha ha ha . .

this really made me think that... my mom is soo innocent and okie i admit it, kinda cute. i mean i really feel so guilty tt she believes me and muzzy haf nvr met outside. she doesn't even suspect me a little! if only she gets to know abt our meetings and all.. i can jus imagine how disappointed she'd be!

But honestly, i dun understand her one rule : Can have bf but cannot go out. ???!!! wads the pt..

Oh and not only thatt. There's so many other things abt my mom that I dun understand. You see, the prob is, whenever she steps inside my room, the room's sumhow in a mess. Trust me, there are times when my room's as clean as a whistle. Just that when when my mom appears, it's not. And at moments like this, I know wad's awaiting me. An angry oration about how me and my siblings are the most messy kids in the whole wide world and how other kids keep their rooms sparkling clean. then she would go on and on abt how other kids are just better than us in all aspects. But of caz, it didn't have any effect on any of us. Especially caz we all knew very well that most kids were probably just like us and my mom's just building a mountain out of a molehill. Come on, everytime i go to a frens place randomly, i always hear this. "hey dun mind my room. it's not quite clean todae..."  i would readily add, "oh dun worry, mine's like tt most of the time ;)" haha. the pt is, my mom's not being realistic,again. most siblings probably dun't keep their rooms clean all the time, they probably fight like us, they're probably as lazy as us and probably dun help around at home all the time like us and the list goes on. hmmm..is it jus my mom or are all moms like tt?


ohh and my mom has a special skill. she can link everything up effortlessly. let's say she initially starts with scolding me abt my room being soo messy, it would end with "you're always going out! stop going out so much!" it's hard to sit down and talk things out this way caz i'm interested in talking out the issue at hand but my mom cannot help bringing in one prob after another. So like that how?

I'm not sure. Again,i'm not saying my mom's evil, mean etc etc. There's really no one who cares as much as she does. There's really no one who'd love me the way she does. But there's some stuff that's just hard to comprehend!


Just gotta live with it for now. I just hope I don't do this to my kids in future. Who knows, I just might.